Hello Guys. I decided to schedule myself time to work on my brand like one would.
It’s 6:43 and my so called “Shift” Starts at 6:45. I’m 2 minutes early, just listening to some music, making playlists.
Here is the playlist I’m making today
I went through the songs I shared on Facebook last night and decided to add one song, which was
Bullseye by Dripping So Pretty
I had some alcohol and lost all my wages in crypto by risking my whole portfolio at maximum leverage on 3 coins with no stop loss.
Now I’m a month behind on all of my debts.
The reason I mention this is because I was running for a whole week. And I’ve programmed myself in a way that on Saturdays I can cheat on my progress by exercising my demons.
This is because I made this post here which was actually VIP until I realized this information is too life changing to keep to myself.
I’ve made this post free because I want you to read it.
10:27
I’ve been working on my website, I went to my mothers, took some cigarettes from my brother and went shop and bough a red bull.
Then I came to my aunts and found an unfinished beer by the window seal and I’m currently drinking it.
It’s been a wild day so far and It’s already 10:30.
I’ve “worked” for almost 4 hours now.
I’ve been streaming on TikTok and Twitch. I’m craving a cigarette so I’m going to go to my mothers and get a cigarette or two from my brother.
I lost all my wages and savings/ essentially all my money on crypto (620 USD) I was drunk and took big risks instead of small ones but at the end of the day the probability of me making money off it remains the same.
Better a quick death than a slow one.
I’m gonna go smoke a cigarette at my mothers and then come back and write more.
