I don’t know what to believe in anymore.
I woke up at 4AM today. I had breakfast of egg fried zucchini with fish let’s not forget the sriracha sauce ,and some drinks like: Water, Vitamin C, Tea with lemon and a chocolate milkshake.

After I had my breakfast I read 45 pages on a finance book because it was still really dark and I need the weather to be bright to record content. It took me about 1 and half hour to read them and after I did 31 push ups and 31 sit ups. With great struggle.
I haven’t done push ups and sit ups for a long time other than yesterday and I’m looking to add on 1 rep every day to each exercise.
After I finish writing my blog post I aim to read another 45 pages and then go to sleep. That will be a total of 90 pages. the book is only 258 pages long so it would take me only 3 days to read it.
What inspired me to do this was Charlie Kirk arguing with a college student and he said “I read 100 books a year” and I didn’t think much of it at the time but this morning while reading, I realized I am wasting a lot of time and If I only spent 1.5 hours twice a day reading every day I could too read over 100 books per year.
Rest In Peace.
Today I ran an interesting route, I went out and explored in a random direction.
Something about my breakfast was off so I had to finish early because poop was crawling out of my butthole.
I believe it was the milk, it was a little bit sour but I didn’t think much of it.
It could have also been the fish and zucchini. I’m pretty sure running increases your metabolism so I don’t think it’s a good idea to eat before you run. Especially with no toilets around.
I’m going to go to sleep as soon as possible.
I want to take a day off tomorrow for my muscles to rest but I also want to find out how much I endure before I truly give up.
My legs don’t hurt from running anymore. I only feel soreness from push ups and sit ups. Maybe my body will adapt to that too and the gradual Increase in daily reps will do me good.
I do feel mental fatigue and agitation at the slightest inconvenience.
I just want to get this over and done with.
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